Tuesday, September 14, 2010

September 6, 2010

Dear family,

So first off you should give President Barber a call and tell him that C.Z. got baptized a couple weeks ago. The family doesn't know that she is baptized and so make sure that he doesn't spill the beans. It's a super complicated situation. She got permission from her husband but he didn't want to know when, where, or how. They have a super nice family and they seem to enjoy us visiting them but it is just a weird situation. So at the moment we have four baptismal dates. I hope they all go through. Two of them are gonna be interviewed by President so hopefully they have repented and are able to be baptized. One of them is named Armstrong. He is a super cool kid. 29 from Cameroon and is awesome. It's super fun meeting with him just because he is really progressing alot and just loves coming to church activities. The other one I haven't met yet. He is going to be getting married to a member and he wants to get baptized before that. It's pretty sweet.

Laura is going to be speaking Vietnamese and she goes into the MTC January 5th. I'm trying to gain a little weight back. I've made a goal to do at least 100 Perfect Push ups a day for the last 6 months. So far I haven't missed a day.

So this last week there was a big demonstration against Nazi's. There were police all over the place. 160 people ended up being arrested and 7 policemen injured. It was pretty cool just seeing all the police and their riot gear. It was also my third time going to the temple this last week. I love going to the temple and learning. The spirit is amazingly strong and it's a great pleasure to be able to go to the the House of the Lord.

I really hope that I can help some missonaries out and help them understand that we only get one chance to serve the Lord with all we've got. I am super excited to go on splits and I've been praying for a while that I can help some missionaries. It's a super big responsibility but I'm super thankful for it because it's bringing me closer to the Lord and helping me humble myself. There are many things that need to be changed and I really hope that I can help them all become better missionaries. It's all about serving through Love. Without love they just feel that I'm getting after them, with Love they understand that it's through our commitment to our covenants to serve the Lord our God. I know that the Lord watches over us. I know that he loves us beyond what we can comprehend. My goal in life is to return that Love and serve him day in and day out. I have a testimony of this gospel and I know that through making and keeping covenants that is the only way we can return to live with our Father in Heaven and his Son Jesus Christ.

I love you all so much. I thank you for supporting me. I love this gospel and the opportunity to serve here in Germany. There is nothing better than losing ourselves in the work. It looks like it's going to be a rough ride but I know that through prayer and love that it will all work out. I love this time of my life. There isn't another experience that I've ever had that has helped me grow more, both spiritually and physically. I know it's the work of the lord and that we must all strive to do our best to serve him with all our mights.

"No Regrets"

Love
Elder Merrill

September 2, 2010

Hey mom,

So the new area is good but different. I feel like there is a huge responsibility on my shoulders. I have a lot to do. The past three days we were in Frankfurt and we had some training going on. It was great to have all the leadership of the mission there. My companion is also a zone leader. He goes home next cycle. Our responsibilities are to make sure that all the districts in the zone are doing well and making sure that they are having success and growing spiritually. We work alot with the district leaders and try to help them introduce certain trainings so that they can be successful. I really want to help a couple missionaries out and help them find joy in the work and develop a desire to serve the Lord. I feel that there are several missionaries that just are doing the work because it is what is expected of them, whether that be from the mission leaders, families, girlfriends, whatever it may be. I want to help them find that joy in the the service of the Lord. I have found that when I really invest myself in the work that I develop a greater love for the gospel, family, and those things that really do mean a lot to me. I know that through study, prayer, and with the Lord's help that I can help those missionaries become who they ought to be.

We were able to attend the temple on Tuesday which was great. The spirit was super strong and it was great to be able to go there again. It was a great opportunity and I felt lifted by the spirit. I love going there and wish I could go more often. It's great being able to serve a mission. I love it a lot but there are definitely things that are tough. The Lord will humble us if we ask him to. I feel that I have so much more to learn before I go home. I want to stay focused and give the Lord all I got. I really want the others to succeed in the work and have the blessings fill their lives. If you please would remember me, my companion, as well as the other missionaries in your prayers. It's amazing at the love God has for each of us. I can give testimony that the Lord reveals secret truths to us if we seek after the righteous things in life. I was sitting in the Temple after the session was over and I felt this amazing overwhelming feeling come over me. Some certain thoughts came into my mind telling me what to do and what I needed to focus on.

I'm giving it my all. I know that the Lord will continue to bless me if I have righteous desires and serve him in this his Holy Work. I love my Lord and my God. I know that there is nothing more greater than to be able to serve Him with all of my heart, might, mind, and strength. I've started to see over the past couple of weeks a little of how I have changed from my old self to who I am now. That has been one of my greatest desires is to change into a better man. I want to become one who is looked to as a hero in the gospel, not for the pride of being the best but for the joy of helping others develop more along the road to be more like the Savior. I want to be one, who speaks, speaks with the power of the spirit. My desires and wishes have not changed too much but the priority of them has changed as well as the focus that I want to put on them. I love this gospel so much and I know that it is a great and marvelous work. I am incredibly thankful for the blessing to serve. It's amazing how much joy and happiness I receive just for talking with people about the Restored Gospel of Jesus Christ. Just writing this email fills me with joy and happiness. I love you all so much and I wish you all the best. It will be good to hear from you all again next week. Thank you for your love, prayers, and support. I pray for you all everyday and thank the Lord for blessing you as you all live the Gospel in serving him.

"No Regrets"
Elder Merrill

August 28, 2010

Hey, so we have a mission leadership meeting for all the zone leaders, district leaders, and Trainers from Monday to Thursday. I don't really know when I'm gonna be able to email you but don't worry. I think we get to go to the temple.

"No Regrets"

Love Elder Merrill

Monday, August 23, 2010

August 23, 2010

Dear Mom,

Thanks for your letter. I'm sure it was a super great opportunity to go to education week. I always loved going to class because I was always able to learn so much from those that had more experience than me. That's how I also kind of feel on the mission. We received a call last night from President and he asked Elder Gardner to train. He asked me to go and serve in Dortmund as well as to be Zone Leader. I'm super nervous. My new companion is Elder Breckheisen. He is going home next transfer so my guess is we'll stay together for two and then I'll get another companion for two. I am nervous but also excited. Elder Breckheisen is a super good missionary and I know that I can learn so much from him. I would ask you all to please keep me in your prayers that I may fulfill this assignment to my best ability. I know that the Lord can work miracles.

This week was a pretty good week. We were able to teach more lessons and to also find more new investigators. It's great to keep the finding going and making sure that they progress. On Saturday we had a lesson with Ben and Felista, they're from Africa. We have had several lessons that have been super good and that we've really felt that they've been progressing and accepting the message. We invited them to come to church and they said no. I asked them if it was a bad time or if they weren't comfortable, they said that we (missionaries all together) always invite people to come to our church but we never go to other church's. I asked them what time they had church. They said there was one service at 11 and one at 6. I told them that I would make them a deal. I said we'll go to church with them if they come to church with us. They agreed and so we were super excited. I was excited as well because I have never been to another church's service before but now with me getting transferred, I won't be able to do it.

The Branch is going to be sad that I'm leaving, especially the Branch President. The branch hasn't had motivated missionaries in years and so they loved me and Elder Gardner. I haven't told him yet but he is coming with us tomorrow to teach an inactive. I'll miss this branch as well. Yesterday we had an appointment and it was pouring rain like crazy. Our only way of transportation is with bikes so I was riding one handed holding an umbrella like a shield in front of me. We got super wet but it was a good appointment. The Lord blessed us with having an inactive member there and so we were able to get his phone number and also set up an appointment to help him move. I've come to find out that there are really no such things as coincidences on a mission. Everything happens for a reason.

I hope the farm is doing well and that you are able to get fourth cutting up. I am praying for you all and I love you so much. There are so many blessings that I have seen in my life and I hope that you are also able to see the blessings take place in yours. I love this work so much and I know that the Lord loves us, each individually. Tell everyone I say hi and tell Kiersten that she'll be getting a letter soon at BYU. Love you all. "No Regrets"

Love Elder Merrill

August 16, 2010

Hey Everyone,

So I don't have too much to say this week. We are kind of in a hurry because we have to help a lady move into her apartment and then we have to go to another city to have a p-day with the district. Sounds like the house is changing again. You are going to have two kids out of the house. That's so weird.

We had a pretty good week this past week. We found 3 new investigators which makes our average for the past four weeks 2 per week. It's probably the most constant affective finding I have had my entire mission. We were also able to increase in our lessons as well as had our first investigator to church this cycle. It's wonderful to see how many miracles are happening right now and I love the fact that we are all here for the same purpose, to serve our Lord and our God. I love the gospel so much and I know that the Lord blesses us for our obedience and desire to help his children return to his presence.

We are really working hard to teach more and share the gospel with more people. We hope that this week will be even better. It's crazy that it's already the middle of August. Time is going by too fast. So I got an email from Laura and she's going on a mission. I haven't read the whole email but it looks like she is going to Cambodia. That's so awesome but a little weird that girls my age are either getting married or going on missions. It seems like they just barely finished high school. They still should be just going to school.

Well that's pretty much all I have because my brain is going crazy. Hope you all have a good week and tell Kiersten good luck.

Love you all,
"No Regrets"

Elder Merrill

Saturday, August 14, 2010

August 9, 2010

Dear Family,

So this week I got a wedding announcement from Rachel (Hawk) Matheson. Pretty crazy. They're getting married in only a couple days. I didn't even know that she was engaged. I'm glad they sent me an announcement though. Super nice of them. Pretty awesome that Andrew gets to stay a little longer. Keeps our gap a little smaller.

So our talks went well this week. Everyone was back from vacation so there was more people there. Elder Gardner talked about The Book of Mormon and how it's a way that the Lord shows his love for us. He did a really good job. He talked about how much work it took, from the beginning to the end, to produce The Book of Mormon. I spoke about the Family. Probably my favorite subject to discuss. I talked about how families are able to stay strong in the church and how we can keep one another strong. It was a great topic because Elder Gardner and I were just discussing the week before what is necessary for someone not to go inactive. We came up with the conclusion that is man were to pray morning and night and study the scriptures daily, that he would not go inactive. I was given a talk from President Faust which said for the family it is Family prayer, Family Scripture study, and FHE. I spent a good amount of time preparing it so that I would talk clearly and say the things that the spirit would give me. I ended up taking 20 minutes and I didn't get the chance to finish everything because of time. I was nervous about giving the talk and I prayed a lot hoping that the spirit would guide me on what to say because there are several families in the branch that are dysfunctional and I didn't want to offend them and scare them to inactivity. I shared a couple stories of some of our FHE's and what you and Dad did to help us build our own personal testimonies. I really love you all so much. It was fun to think back on the things we did as a family to build one another spiritual as well as to build our relationships.

We weren't able to meet with that Fiji couple this week, we think they went on vocation. We were able to meet some other Fiji people though. We have an appointment tomorrow with one of them. I was hoping grandma and grandpa would give me some names of people they know there to maybe make a connection. One of the ladies opened up the door and then said, "See I told you there not. They're LDS." She was talking to her friend and it was pretty awesome. We weren't able to teach them right then but hopefully we can meet with them this week as well.

I'm really working on my knowledge of the scriptures lately, memorizing, knowing stories, and knowing where things are. That's one thing that I can say that I have improved immensely on is my knowledge of the Scriptures. I have so much more to go though. I want to have an awesome knowledge and know where things are so it's easy to teach, discuss, and study. At the time we don't really have any super solid investigators. We are probably going to say bye bye to one of ours because he's been meeting with missionaries for 3 years and just doesn't keep commitments other than reading. I feel that if we were to stop teaching him for a little while that he will find that something is missing and then when missionaries do start teaching him again he'll understand that it was the spirit that the missionaries brought is what he was missing. Then hopefully he will act on his faith and really progress. If you would like to, you could pray for Amelia. She is one of the Fiji women. She has 3 young children and I think that she is just super awesome. Pray that she will understand that we are disciples of Christ and that she will recognize the spirit as she hears about the message of the restoration. If you could also keep Elder Gardner and myself in your prayers. We really want to increase the amount of lessons we are teaching per week and we need the help of the Lord in order to do that.

I'm doing super good myself. I am happy and love serving in this country. There are so many people that need our help finding the right path in life and I hope that I can be an instrument in the hands of the Lord in achieving our goal to help other come unto Christ. I think everyday about what I need to do better. Sometimes I just don't know where to start. I don't want to go home at the end of my mission and not have changed at all. I want to be one of those that has changed and that others can see that I am more like Christ. It's a special opportunity to serve him in his work and I love it. There is so much joy and happiness that I receive from serving other people. I wish I would have served more before my mission. I would encourage you as a family to serve someone else at least once a month. I know that you and Dad do it pretty much everyday with your callings and being parents but it would be great if you were able to serve as a family. Take lots of pictures as a family. I wish that was something more I had, is pictures.

Well I love you all and hope that you have a great week. I'm glad no one got bit by rattle snakes. Stay safe and I keep you all in my prayers. I love you all so much and am so proud of my family. Anyone that asks me about me family I am super excited to show them pictures or tell them about you. I thank you for all your love and support.

"No Regrets"

Love,
Elder Merrill

Friday, August 6, 2010

August 2, 2010

Dear Family, friends,

So yesterday at church it was pretty crazy. There was only 4 priesthood holders there. Us two elders, counselor in branch presidency, and one other. I had to play the piano for sacrament meeting, Elder Gardner blessed both bread and water, the counselor presided, and the other passed the sacrament. All together there was 19 people there. We had one visitor from Frankfurt with her two kids. There are several families on vacation so it shouldn't be that bad again. Next week we both have to speak in church. I will be the closing speaker which I'm kind of nervous about because it could be anywhere from 5 minutes time to 35 minutes time. The past week I thought a lot about you. It didn't really bother me at all that you were at the cabin, I just kept praying for you that it would be a relaxed, love filled vacation. Thanks for those pictures of all the cousins together. Dillon is a crack up. I got a letter today from Kiersten, Kelsey, and Kory. I have only read Kory's.

This week was pretty decent. We didn't have any appointments set up to start the week off, just because we didn't have much to draw from but we were still able to teach a bunch of lessons and find 2 new investigators. One night we were walking down the "boardwalk"(don't know what it it called in English) and I saw these two Polynesian people and I had this quick sudden feeling that I should talk to them. I did and ended up they were from Fiji. I was super excited to talk with them and told them that Gma and Gpa served there. We are going to meet with them tonight. Hopefully we can keep things going and get them coming to church with us.

There are so many miracles that are happening right now and it's great. The other day we were trying to see some inactive members. One of the addresses that we had had 0 as the house number and so we weren't sure. We tried finding something similar but didn't. I then had this feeling to go to house 10, maybe there could of been a typo. We got there and this members name wasn't there. As we were discussing what we should do it started pouring rain. A black guy walked up to the door and I started talking to him. We talked to him for a bit and then he said that he was a member of Christ's church. I took that as him being religious. anyways we figured out that he was actually an inactive member as well and was living with his buddy for a while. He invited us in out of the rain and then we taught him. He has had some problems in the past couple of weeks and it was just a miracle that we come in contact with him. The Lord definitely led us there to teach him. It's amazing how there are so many experiences how the Lord guides us through his spirit to those that need our help.

This week we have several appointments already made out and we are hoping to be able to teach 20 lessons this week. I have been trying for a while now to reach it but haven't quite been able to. It's great being able to serve here in Germany. There are many things that have helped me grow into a better person. I'm understanding more and more what really is important in life and how we must focus our lives around Christ if we ever want to achieve anything.

Well, I love you all and wish you the best.

"No Regrets"

Elder Merrill